market re-entry

i feel lighter. angry, feeling a lil cheated, but definately lighter. excellent :D But when i think about it, i don't really have the energy to hate. i just wish him all the best. knowing him, he cant go it alone without someone to love him. he'll find someone soon, someone in hall probably, and move on in life too. i hope he finds someone more worthwhile than myself, i guess i still cant help but want him to have what is best for him, though it would be alot more satisfying to get even. haha!

sigh. the things i get myself into.

but although relatively crushed, i still find myself scarily optimistic. that maybe one day, i'll have my day. that i would be able to be worthy of good things some day. oh well, i want to be happy. i need to be.

hmmm. anyway back in hall, and groggy like hell. lost my voice hahaha...kind of. now sounding husky and sexy! woot! making pi pa gao now and hopefully i can speak at my presentation tomorrow.

anyway gil sent me the pics from the geylang outing already...will post some pics soon, cuz photoblogger is down. :D ok...presentation prep time! :D