so sad :(

i think spidey might be gone for good. well, most probably gone for good.

he spent the whole day with me today. sat at the edge of my desk against the wall. staying put.

then bout 15 mins ago he was suddenly very active. he scampered to the keyboard of my desktop as i typed excitedly to bananamon to say that spidey was on my desktop. scampered up my monitor. lept to my mouse and just kinda stared at me. there was a dead speck of a bug on my talbe (really tiny one) so i blew a gust of wind at it and it moved. spidey turned towards it. i gave it another puff, and it shook, and spidey pounced on it!

he spat it out tho. didnt eat it cuz it was dead. he clambered up my table lamp. lept to the blinds. and scampered up and down the blinds. the next i looked, he was gone.

i guess that's goodbye spidey.

i'm suddenly feeling so lonely in my room. :(