Tuesday, September 27, 2005

so hot.

stupid weather. it's presentation day today. i feeling abit freaked out now. sigh sian no voice. i dread going back out in office wear in this kinda heat. insane! some candid shots later maybe. hmzmzmzmzm.

life is hilariously funny these days. because everything seems so ridiculous. after 15 months of devotion on my part, i got dumped via sms. how lame is that? ok lah, at least he TOLD me, i can give him that. but looking back at the msg he sent, i realised that i was just waiting for something to just cut loose and be free. 2 weeks ago, if he sent that, i wouldve said he's not wasting my time, i wont accept that. but now it's an offloading of YOU COWARD and i'm happily on my way. so i guess, i do want it too. just didnt want to be out of my comfort zone thats all. :
i wonder what the future has in store for me, like i told Mr Chow the other night, it's like a crappy movie that you'd wanna watch anyway (like white chicks. huh?!?).

i'm really greatful to my friends right now, actually. they came rallying around me to make sure i'm alright. gil's been making it a pt to chat with me more cuz when i'm alone i think too much. I want to be happy. i need to be. where would i be without you guys?

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