thoughts

contemplating whether to swim or not. turns out it just rained this morning, the waters must be freezing...don't wanna fall sick again hzmzmmzz..

sigh. things are really funny suddenly. some wonder, why make my breakup so "public".

it's really about coping.

well, i do not have many friends, but the few i do have, i am close to. rather then repeat and repeat the whole story again when they ask me what happened and make myself pek-cek, i just say "read my blog". and also, he was my life. not part of it. not most of it. but all of it. so him breakign upwith me, also equates to breaking up with my friends because i think almost eveyrone i know has met him and liked him too, and i'm saying goodbye u for him to those people.

even when i go for lab, my labmate asks me bout him. someone i bearly know can asks me ! can you imagine?