weird dreams
Happy children's day you overgrown kids. :)
weird night. i really KO'd and slept for the longest time in a long time. so pt to note, dun say poignant things to jo, makes jo dream strange things.
i would say, i dreamt about him. only thing is, i didnt see him at all. i dreamt he avoided me, so i never saw him at all. i dreamt i met his parents. and talked to his dad, while his mum acted angrily at me. his dad was asking me "are you ok? are you sad" and funnily enough, i was feeling ok until he asked me that, and i refused to cry and fought back tears. and strangely enough, in the dream, they were somewhat angry with me, for hurting their son. and i was actually agreeing with them, and accepting the blame. then i woke up feeling cranky.
went out for dinner at 10plus with siting yesterday, cant thank her enough. she picked me up after work and headed to thomson for prata. she said when she read what i wrote for him after we fought, she was tearing. which surprisd me quite a bit. if anything, i was quite shocked that we broke up. and i guess its because i was complacent, i never expected him to. because truly, everything was good until now. but it just goes to show how much he loves me if he is just willing to let things go.
i told her last night, i don't want him back anymore because he scares me. they scare me. guys. one day they say they love you, the next day they forget you. it's always been this way, and he was this way. so unstable, how to believe in them?
on a lighter note, i've already had my morning shit, i little late cuz i woke at bloody 12pm. met fireman dan and kek for lunch at macs (i'm ooozing with oil i think i confirm gained weight liao. no longer 43! confirm! *squeezes fats*). havent seen them all year, so lunch was good.
hmm, prolly head home tonight for a good sleep, and maybe a few laps in the pool in the morning if its not too crowded (weekend means the monsters are out of school). think i'll try the school pool soon, really need the excercise cuz been eating too much. bebe and ally, swim with me???? heheheh!
weird night. i really KO'd and slept for the longest time in a long time. so pt to note, dun say poignant things to jo, makes jo dream strange things.
i would say, i dreamt about him. only thing is, i didnt see him at all. i dreamt he avoided me, so i never saw him at all. i dreamt i met his parents. and talked to his dad, while his mum acted angrily at me. his dad was asking me "are you ok? are you sad" and funnily enough, i was feeling ok until he asked me that, and i refused to cry and fought back tears. and strangely enough, in the dream, they were somewhat angry with me, for hurting their son. and i was actually agreeing with them, and accepting the blame. then i woke up feeling cranky.
went out for dinner at 10plus with siting yesterday, cant thank her enough. she picked me up after work and headed to thomson for prata. she said when she read what i wrote for him after we fought, she was tearing. which surprisd me quite a bit. if anything, i was quite shocked that we broke up. and i guess its because i was complacent, i never expected him to. because truly, everything was good until now. but it just goes to show how much he loves me if he is just willing to let things go.
i told her last night, i don't want him back anymore because he scares me. they scare me. guys. one day they say they love you, the next day they forget you. it's always been this way, and he was this way. so unstable, how to believe in them?
on a lighter note, i've already had my morning shit, i little late cuz i woke at bloody 12pm. met fireman dan and kek for lunch at macs (i'm ooozing with oil i think i confirm gained weight liao. no longer 43! confirm! *squeezes fats*). havent seen them all year, so lunch was good.
hmm, prolly head home tonight for a good sleep, and maybe a few laps in the pool in the morning if its not too crowded (weekend means the monsters are out of school). think i'll try the school pool soon, really need the excercise cuz been eating too much. bebe and ally, swim with me???? heheheh!
Cheers, jo @ 2:33 PM
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