i feel just like that.

1000th blogpost of the day. tired, headachey, need to study. look like morning swim plans have been destroyed cuz gotta go to workplace in the morning to return a file i accidentally packed into my bag. maybe my dad will lend me the car. hmm. oh well.

anyway. saw something onlne. madonna's a real stayer, if you think about it. controversial, but always to the pt. cept' now she's a mama she kinda disappeared off the music scene some what. but still, other then the great black and white shots, and her suddenly wholesome face in this video, i really do feel this way. i can relate to it. the wringing of hands. the frustration. the attempt to suffocate oneself with a sweater. and finally, just walking away.

sit thru it till the end, if you can bear it.

See video here