...Because it's a cold day

I don't know what's wrong with me the past week. Been so down down down on my own. Luckily, been busy most of the time occupied by friends and family, but today is a "free day" and went for breakfast with the parents.

it's pms. yeah probably it is.

i've been sleeping most of the time i'm home. waking up only to eat and go out. and today i feel like doing nothing but lying in bed and cry all day. and watching tv is a bad idea when i'm like that...it's the pms lah....i think...

been feeling abit under the weather. coughing, aching, nose running, triplet sneezes etc.

been feeling fat and ugly, not the least bit fabulous. i wonder how is it that girls just know they look good and are fabulous. and i think girls know what i mean, and guys with gfs wuold get it - girls need to feel pretty and so they chase after pretty things like flower patterned shoes. I need a humongous flower patterned curtain to hide in man.

been wanting to go on a holiday this month, but couldnt. My sis offered to take me along on her flight to osaka, but it's only a night stop. so hurried.

still need to buy shoes clothes etc



and i feel like i'm running out of time. i dont know why.


dizzy. more later.