...Because in a series of unexpected events...

so the month is about to come to an end soon, and it's ending in a strange twist.

someone gave me a contact for a job opening as a research assistant. and tho everyone just says "apply lahh", i'm seriously hesitant.

1 - i still feel so fresh. i do stupid things that kill proteins. :$
2 - i've never been in a research environment before.
3 - after i leave here, and go there....i leave there and go...where?
4 - 3 months for a job change is fishy isnt it.
5 - i'm like my own government right now at work...
6 - there's a new lab opening, being around to see it develope might be good
7 - the longer i stay, the more certification i'll get. in the span of 3 months, i've already got 2.

sigh this is like really bugging me...I want to do more than just wash test tubes, but some how a teaching environment -cum-Lab is like the perfect place for me, tho i see that the research experience would do me good for the future, if i wish to pursue working in other labs like those at a polytechnic...but i do see a trend that they seem to want lecturers with a masters and pHD more now.

i should just apply and see how ya?

sigh.