...because it was yes another fucked up day

had a bad day at work.

yes work.

on a saturday - AGAIN.

really a ccb day. Being stressed out is one thing, but being blamed for lousy decisions made by others is another thing.

All the part-timers did their bit and left quickly, leaving me with a class that quickly turned to a lynch mob.

how do you suppose i'm suppose to ANSWER to grades given by other people? and because i'm part of a company with !^*&^%$#@ management, and the only "representative" present, it's just so eaasy to blame me - it's just so goddamn convenient.

lecturer says pass up ur reports for grading.

students blame me.

so many pieces of paper, split 4 ways to get graded by 4 different people. not supposed to happen. not my idea. not my decision. not encouraged by me. some papers get lost.

students blame me.

lecturer reads out from notes instead of saying new insightful things.

students blame me.

omg. wtf? do i just have the "please blame me" sign on my head??!?!?!?

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if all goes well, i'll prolly head to batam for the weekend next week. (ie after my last day at work). not exactly a holiday. hahha...long story.

still plotting a trip to bintan after that, or to bangkok. is it safe there? hmm.